Yesterday Jan 2, 2013, PortCrossfit reopened from the New Year holiday. Me, well i got on the scale. I was curious to see how much damage i did by partying, drinking, and eating, and not getting to crossfit (a couple of hangovers will do that to you)
like i normally do this past month, the answer a 6lb weight gain..but worse than that is how i feel..tired, weak, bloated, alittle down in the dumps, unhealthy!
I LAUGH IN THE FACE OF DANGER
For the first time in 12months i gained weight, and it wasn't a surprise because i knew what i was NOT doing! The awesome thing about looking at the scale and seeing a weight gain is for the first time in my life i am not wringing my hands worried about what am i going to do. I truly know what i need to do, get back to eating paleo and get back to my commitment of 4 days a week to crossfit. I know it works and have spent the last 11 months proving how effective it all is! Even my 17yr old daughter who is my newest crossfitter asked me new years day "mom when does portcrossfit open, what time are we woding? god i feel so fat mom, its disgusting!" i replied "I so hear you baby girl!"
BACK TO BUSINESS
My family..Erin(my 17yr old), Mike(my 16yr old) and myself were supposed to be in the 5pm class, my car needed to be fixed AGAIN and of course it took longer than expected. If i don't pick up my kids, there is no other way for them to get to crossfit(their father refuses to drive them or let them drive to crossfit) So i had to rearrange my schedule of picking up my car, pick up my kids, eating and crossfit class time but come hell or high water we WOULD make it to class!! I am pleased to say We all waddled into the 6pm crossfit class together and started our new years off as a family and healthy. I have my new years crossfit goals for myself for 2013...i want to be able to do a handstand, a pull up and do double unders by December 2013...and i am ready and willing to work on my goals! my weight lifting goals, to lift heavier and ring "Elisa's PR bell" as often as i can.....SIMPLE. I know that if i show up for class and i am consistent i will lift heavier, get faster, be stronger, be better with each passing day...i love how quickly you see gains in your fitness level in crossfit! What i also love so much about crossfitting is how much fun i have.. its not a chore to get to PortCrossfit, i run there ( and i hate running), and i am ready to work hard. Well folks you cannot out train a bad diet so back to being a cave girl for me! I love eating paleo or "the caveman diet" because i am allowed to eat real food...meats/poultry/fish/eggs...nuts/avocado..apples/berries...vegetables, i use olive oil and occasionally i throw in a sweet potato. Paleo is a way of life for me, quality foods that are great "medicine" to keep my body and mind healthy. i find that living a paleo lifestyle is not hard for me to remember, it is not about how many points or calories i am allowed to have, it doesn't get boring , i also can go into any restaurant and eat within these guidelines with out stress or worry, its livable.
CHEERS....WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME
It was such a great feeling to wake up on the 2nd and know i am back to paleo eating and i am going to PortCrossfit, my home away from home. I walk in and i hear my name being called..."Hi Elisa!" I get to see and say "happy New Year" to all the "die hard regulars" and my coaches and some new faces i introduce myself too. Best of all i made it thru the WOD, i was sweaty, out of breath, my arms and legs were shaking and I am gloriously happy!!
FUN
Now don't you worry...Elisa is not going to stop having fun now that she is back to business. The way to have fun and be healthy is to find a way to balance the two. I guess that is my personal new year's resolution is to have alittle more fun and to find the fun/work balance in my life.
Happy New Year, Girlfriend and thank you for the admission. I refuse to get on the scale. I knew that once LuRong was over and the holidays were upon us, that I would put a few pounds on. And I feel it. Yea, I still fit into my jeans but I feel the snug, the bloat.
ReplyDeleteI made the same resolve as you did...get back to the focus.
May we reach all our goals for 2013
stacy i wrote that because i wanted everyone to know that noone is perfect and sometimes we do fall off the bandwagan but its important to get right back up and move forward! no looking back! to a continued happy and healthy and lots of PR's new year!!
DeleteI keep an online diary and I have been thinking about writing about this same issue. During all competitions I can keep on the path, not sneaking even a nibble of what I am not supposed to. So why am I not as responsible to myself by myself?
ReplyDeletei dont know why we do that to ourselves, but it is something your going to search with you to find the answer to "why it is ok to let yourself down?" you worked so hard during the lurong challenge and had amazing results..why are you willing to give up now? hang in there and continue to fight to get back on the bandwagon and be true to yourself when no one is looking , YOU ARE WORTH IT!
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